Monday, June 8, 2009

I'm tired of all this, not just me, my soul as well
life was pretty good before but now it has turned into hell

Reading books used to soothe and delight my mind
now I'm unable to even hold it as if I'm blind

Being out with friends used to be so much fun
now I'm a stranger amid them left alone in the sun

Locked inside my room I'm immersed in your letters
I'm planning to burn them all but my mind deters

Eyes glued to my phone I'm longing to hear your voice
waiting like mad I just can't sleep on this bed of ice

The call never comes but you leave me a small message
which is more of a reminder, reading it I'm amazed

You are doing it to me what others did to you,it seems
I guess that's so human but I'm left with shattered dreams

I think my job is over and its time to take the back seat
but I’ll watch the proceedings closely,even miss a heart beat

I don't blame you coz you had warned me before
its all my fault for standing outside the wrong door

Oh I’m so foolish and wow you are so clever
I hate you now but I would love you forever!
I miss the feeling of knowing I have someone
The feeling that there was nothing I couldn’t do
I miss the feeling of happiness
The feeling I had when I was with you

I miss the times when we smiled
When your hand was enclosed tight around mine
I miss the times when you made me laugh
I miss the slow, beautiful everlasting time

And now that you are gone far away
I remember the memories we made
And now that you have forgotten me
The laughter and smiles slowly fade

Your words haunt me nowadays,
Your love forsakes my heart.
Your blood falls from my hand
And the nightmares begin to start

My tears stain the memories
My pain consumes my soul
My happiness slowly drowns
As my fears swallow me whole

My will to live deteriorates
My belief in love fails
I lose myself eternally
As my spirit inside wails

I miss the feeling of happiness…
What is that, pray tell?
I miss the feeling of loving you
Will I ever feel that in Hell?

Saturday, June 6, 2009

Why do I have to crucify myself?
Force my life into a compromise
My existence is so genetically flawed
Forcing my life into a compromise

Stay away from my contagious disease
Innocent we are when we realize
I take the mask off my face
No more innocence left to visualize

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